HOLD

“The poems in Victoria LeBlanc’s debut collection, Hold, are of exquisite, stunning beauty. Eulogy and grief poems for her mother that transcend the personal shared as art.”
Ilona Martonfi, author of four poetry books, most recent: The Tempest (Inanna, 2020) These poems were composed while simultaneously working on a series of portrait sketches that explore the same theme and arc of time: the slow decline and loss of a mother. (See Hold)
Selected Poems
As if
In the narrow lane
a sparrow flutters its injured wing
in its lair an animal paws a way
to earth’s
ten thousand things
in a bed in a room down a corridor
you flail the humid air
as if to claw
an invisible hieroglyphic
bone thin your fingers roam your face as
the blind roam
to know
dry lips hollow cheek eyelid
ridged brow
final text of the palpable life
a woman touching with fingered limbs
as if to say
“like that”
bird of omen end of day knot moon
bone
Silt
On my knees on the studio floor I cannot find
umber grey green of river light
sheen of mud film slick sinuous reeds
silt in my throat
archive: unmoving gaze outside her window
spilled echoes on an old cloth she turns reaches
for my hand
driftwood small rocks you slip into your pocket
swallows overhead that line about her being offered up rough bark rain drenched the colour you cannot name
beauty is a call
Don’t say I come from nowhere
I dwell inside a word inside a womb word
I dwell inside Sappho’s words
sweet mother I cannot work the loom
then a stanza is dropped
a woman at a loom trying to weave
what’s missing
guttural sounds pushing up memories
in exile rupture
in the sanctuary grounds
face to the black earth
to the sky
don’t say I come from nowhere.